Tonight is christmas eve! Oooooh My Gooooooosh I am so alone! I've never felt so lonely ever till tonight! I am not sad but I feel so bad and stiff and so stoned to the marble level.. No parties no Drink till you drop, no Gifts no Boyfriend I am soooo Unlucky!
I thought getting myself 3 shoes this month would atleast lessen my loneliness I spent a lot of money shopping online and I thought eating ice cream in tonights dinner will save me (i had a shitty spaghetti et chicken kebabs et chocolate ice cream one big bowl of ice cream).. It simply didnt work! I need a valium so I could sleep untill next year or maybe forever hahahahaha!.. I already had beer before writting this and I went through tracks after tracks of my tribal house music et Armada @ Ibiza et I was calling people back home but ofcourse I was just disturbing sleeping humans hahahahaha! I kept on checking my email maybe my "ex" will greet me noooooooooooo he did'nt!.. it's so bullsheeeeeeeeeeet!... I AM SO ALONE IN THIS UNIVERSE!!!
but anyways, sideways, highways, and walkways I still pray for a better 2010.. a few months from now my blog will celebrate its first birthday so I am so excited to plan for it. and we will have our year end report I promise it will be fun. and ofcourse I still want to wish for next year!!!
last year the Godess of the river made my wishes come true.. This year I Hope the heavens will listen to me and will have pity on me hahahahaha I NEED A BOYFRIEND... whoever he is wherever he is I know he is waiting for me I know that because I can feel it.. CHAROOOOOT! okay getting a BF is just too much to ask to the Godess of the river, she's even single and it's just terible to ask her to find one for me laaaaaahh! so maybe I will wish for happiness instead.. CHAROOOT again
Boring or not I will trying to color my christmas with my favorite eyeliner who cares life is good and still beautifull..
CHEERS! MY UNIVERSE I WISH YOU ALL A MERRY CHRISTMAS ET A GLITTERY NEW YEAR
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